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MINAさんの死の報道が流れた日、私はBTSのファンなので、同じHybe所属の男性グループのファンダム内でとても有名な日本人の方が、大韓民国に新居を構えた後、そのような極端な選択をなさったので、ニュースを読み、2026年の8月に予定していた拙ブログの8月期の予定を大幅に変更しました。
また、普段ご参加下さっているProf.O.もSpecial登場をお願いしていたMasterAにもこの変更をお伝えすると、黙祷と静かな声でエナメルの好きにして良いよ。何も気にしなくて良い。と仰って下さいました。
これは私達だけでは無く、多くのファンダムに関わる方々や報道を受けて胸を痛めた方々、お子さんや年若いご兄弟を持つ方々も同様の対処をなさっていると私は考えています。
MINAさんという方の事は存じ上げなかったのですが、実は私が書き溜めているオリジナルの物語の主人公が偶然同じお名前だったこともあり、私個人として何か出来ないだろうかと考えました。
1ヶ月の間、色々と調べたり考えをまとめたりしている間、私はただ単に長いだけのインターネッターですので、今後、このような悲劇的な事を誰も繰り返さないで済むよう、自分が今まで公開してこなかった情報を出し、これからButterfly Effector（バタフライ・エフェクター）、Influencer（インフルエンサー）になっていく方々の一助になればと思います。
MINAさんは 、ENHYPEN（エンハイプン）のファン：ENGENE（エンジン）で、強いENGENEさんだったそうです。
とても難しい大学を休学した後、キャバクラで学費の為に働き、彼女の才能で1ヶ月で歴代トップの売り上げを叩き出し、そこで伝説となりました。
働かれていた東京の有名キャバレークラブ地区で従事する方々は、久しぶりに出た彗星のスターということで大変驚かれ、喜ばれたそうです。
やがて大学に復学した後、既にセレブレティだったMINAさんに嫌がらせが頻発し、大学生活を維持するのが非常に難しい事態になってしまい、 他のもっと難しい大学に入り直した大変な努力家です。
私達が住む一般人社会では一種の立身伝を地で行く、とても眩しい存在だったのでセレブレティとして成功したのも頷けます。
近年、キャバカワという言葉が発生していますが、恐らくMINAさんのレジェンダリーな暮らしぶりも無縁では無いと思います。
やがてMINAさんはご自身で稼いだお金で趣味のENGENEライフに入られ、今はどう言うのか知りませんが、トップファンとしてENHYPENのファンダム内で、元々セレブレティな上に熱心なENGENEさんとして有名な存在になり、ENHYPENというグループがもっとENGENEさん達と近くなる為のミート＆グリートでも常連だったそうです。
最初MINAさんはファンダム内では高級な有名ファンでしたが、やがて憎悪暴行ヘイトの標的になってしまったそうです。
MINAさんはインフルエンサーとしても実力があり、全部を自分で持っている方だった為、TikTokという新しいプラットフォームではすぐ嫉妬の対象になってしまったのも、自然な流れではあります。
最終的にMINAさんはコンサート中に、メンバーに花束を渡した後（それが許されているファンダムかそのコンサートだけのスペシャルでしょうね）、スマートフォンを触っていたというだけで非難を浴びてしまったのが、衝撃的な事件に発展してしまいます。
YouTubeのK-POP界隈では、大変有名なサランピTVのクロ局長は、そちらでは兄貴的なスタイルで発言されています。
彼もまたアンチとの戦いに明け暮れ、「アンチと戦いすぎて戦友になってしまった」というサムネイルのタイトルで私はそちらを初めて知りました。
ご存じの通りYouTubeでは、非常にTVのバラエティ的なプログラム要素と情報番組的な構成を好む発信者（以下クリエイター）、あとは個人でしか撮影出来ない物から非常に独自なYouTube文化の芯を作るクリエイターがおられます。
またその他に、美しさを追求し続ける映像作家的なクリエイターもおられます。
その中でサランピTVは、TVプログラム的なオフィシャリティがある話題と映像付きの、局長と中継が繋がっているような、スタジオでの気さくな話題運びで人気を博しているプログラムです。
私は元々ラジオが好きだったので非常に親しみ易いと感じています。
なので皆の兄貴的な存在としてそちらを知っています。
実はMINAさんは局長と連絡が取れる間柄で、止まないMINAさんのアンチから執拗に繰り返される憎悪暴行ヘイトを、どうにかしたいとMINAさん側から申し出られたそうで、局長と打ち合わせの後、MINAさんの希望は、この異様に巨大になった憎悪暴行ヘイトを終わらせたいので、TVバラエティ的な構成で、皆の兄貴的な存在の局長がMINAさんに「どうしたの？」という体（てい）で、お話を伺いながら、MINAさんが伝えたいことや、
誤解なのに、当時のENGENEさん内で問題になっていた、MINAさんだけを不快に思ったタレントさんが、彼女を全世界のファンの前で非難したから、「MINAさんそういったことは辞めて下さい」という
「MINAさんのアンチ」からの「こじ付けているだけの言い分」を、
「全く違いますので」と伝え、
それでもコンサート中にステージの前に居るのに、自分がスマートフォンを触っていたのは、コンサート中のENGENEとしてのマナーと、愛するENHYPEN達へのマナー違反だったと思う、と謝罪しただけです」と誤解を解き、
憎悪暴行ヘイトが収まるように水を向けたいコンテンツを、局長とMINAさんとで創り、YouTubeに出したんだそうです。
今でもそちらのコンテンツは、幾ら胸を痛めたMINAさんの冥福を祈るアクセスが有っても、それがチャンネルアカウント所持者の局長の収入に繋がらないよう、無収益化の善意の設定をして、局長のプライベートのお知り合いでもあったMINAさんの最期の姿をずっと遺されています。
MINAさんは撮影の後、局長に涙ながらに感謝して帰られたそうで、その後、帰宅後もMINAさんのことを心配した局長と、涙はあったそうですが電話で安心したとお話しされた後、極端な選択に進まれたそうです。
なので、MINAさんの事がショックな余り、そちらのアーティストを非難するのも、ENGENEさん達を全体でひと括りにして非難するのも、間違っています。
アーティストは、ずっと前からコンサートをENGENEさん達とより善い時間にする為、いつもこうしたら如何だろうか？ 愛するENGENEの楽しみ方を尊重しつつ、もっと一体感を感じてもらい、自分達ENHYPEN（エンハイプン）と素敵な良い時間をもっと創れないだろうか？ という発信をされていたそうです。
その頃、別のグループですが、最近人気急上昇のREDREDをリリースしたCORTISのツアータイトルは「PUT YOUR PHONE DOWN」です。
なので、ENHYPEN（エンハイプン）のアーティストはその日も、皆がコンサート中にスマートフォンを持っているのはどうだろう？ ENGENEの楽しみ方は尊重するが、という話をしていたんだそうです。
しかもMINAさんが伺ったのは、数日前だったんだそうです。
明らかに、MINAさんのアンチが執拗にこじ付け、大騒ぎをし、ENGENEなのにアーティストに失礼だ。と言い掛かりを付けていたんです。
MINAさんは、顔出しをして活動をし、日本では新しい美しさとモードとして始まったキャバカワの1レジェンドであり、インフルエンサーであり、ENHYPEN（エンハイプン）の有名セレブトップファンです。
私の経験上、MINAさんは長期に渡り現実生活でもストーキング憎悪ヘイトを受け続け、折角MINAさんご自身の才能で学費を作り、働いている業界でも伝説になり、真面目にやっていた勉強まで休学して、趣味のENGENEさんライフでも、追いかけてきたと考えるのが妥当であろう、彼女のフーリガン憎悪暴行ヘイター達に、執拗に攻撃され続け、かなり精神的にも追い詰められていた後の極端な選択だったのでしょう。
私は彼女程お金を稼げませんが、ある種類の訴求効果を持つと長年されているButterfly Effector（バタフライ・エフェクター）です。
90年代にインターネットで作ったホームページを更新する度、当時、登録していた中規模ランキングサイトのサーバーが何度も繋がらなくなっていました。
自分のサイトがあるプロバイダ領域（ホームページ（サイト）を貸りている場所）も更新した後、落ちる（サイトがあるのに存在しませんという表示「ノットファウンド」が出る（アクセスが集中し一時的に存在しませんと出てしまうエラー。貸りているプロバイダのサーバーがダウンすること）のが続き、ご迷惑を掛けては、とランキングサイトと、当時開いていたサイト領域があるプロバイダの引越しをしても、現実とインターネット上で、次に何を買うのか、次に何を選ぶのかずっとつけ回されていました。
最終的に数十年前に、決まった会社で通販を黙ってし続け、そちらのデータなら良いという風に何となくして、今でも現実でいくら言われても、いくら仄めかされても、ネット？ 誰がやるのかしら？ という顔で生活をしています。
現実生活でも追いかけられまくり、先回りをされ続け、旅行先でも付いて回られていた、実名を誰も知らないサイトアドミニストレイター（サイト管理者）の顔と、実生活でも彼女程の美貌はありませんが、10年越えのストーキング被害を受けてきました。こちらは複数で同期間です。
真面目に大人しく過ごしていてコレです。
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ところでストーカーって言葉は、軽いと思いませんか？
執拗に付け回す「だけ」をストーキングと言うんです。
これだと付いて歩くだけだとイメージするでしょう？
これも知りもしない相手から、数年から10年続けられるとコトの異様さ、偏執性が分かりますよね。
でも実際の被害は、後を付けるに加え、街や店、トイレの個室に入った頃合いを見て後からそっと入ってきて、突然個人を特定できる内容の罵詈雑言を浴びせかけたり、人混みならわざとぶつかって来たり、スレスレの所をぶつかる危険を感じさせる、突然急に急いで歩いて近寄って来て（駆け寄るのに近い）、驚いて飛び退くのを見て喜んだり、
家や部屋で出す可燃ゴミを漁って持って帰り、行動を数年から10年以上チェックし続け、外出先を捨てたレシートから割り出し、先回りをして、相手と同じ格好をしているのを見せたり、
急に大きな声でこちらのハンドルネームが入った会話をして自分が居ると知らせたり、知り合いの中に紛れて会話中に穏やかな顔のまま、急に酷い暴言を交えたりと、常軌を逸し過ぎた、普通の価値観から外れた、偏執性の高い気持ち悪い被害があるんです。
10年をワンクールと考えて良い被害が続きます。
私は免許更新が行われる建物の前で、とても体の大きな男性二人組に使い捨てカメラをすっと差し出され、撮影された事もあります。
これが私が長年時々書いてきた「身の危険を感じる」出来事の一部です。
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当時は、絶世の美女だけがストーキングという異常性愛執着のターゲットにされると思われていましたので、私はずっと公に訴え出ることが出来ませんでした。
これは既にストーキングという名前では無いと思います。
憎悪暴行ヘイトや異常性愛執着暴行が、この常軌を逸した加害を過不足無く伝えると思います。
私は自分で自分の責任でインターネットの個人発信をしているのだ、といつも考えて来ました。
誰からも頼まれていないのに、自分が好きで自分で決めてコレをやっている。といつも考えて来ました。
だから現実でもネット上でも被害が出始めても、誰にも言わずに個人の発信では当時まずますの知名度を誇り始めても、 ネット上の静かな知名度の影響か、被害かを整理して対処してきました。
そして2026年の今まで、一般社会に居ながら生き延びています。
ネット個人発信は、現実生活での対処が必要です。
顔を出したなら、セコム級の現実生活での対処が必要です。
顔を隠し名前を言わないのなら、やはり誰からも理解されない、徹底した対処が必要です。
これは世界初となる情報です。
この先、Butterfly Effector（バタフライ・エフェクター）をやり続けるなら、Influencer（インフルエンサー）をやりながら、企業担当者に内緒で、販売が思わしく無かった店頭を訪れ、申し訳なく頭を下げたり、折角稼いだお金でその商品を沢山買ってクローゼットに隠して置き続けるなら、次のページ（20261008公開予定）のこの対処を全部して下さい。
そして皆さんは、これから新たに経済を、市場を、誰も見たことの無いジャンルを起動し、
シャンパンのコルクを軽やかに開け、フルートに注ぎ、
全くもって初めての世界を目の高さに掲げて祝福し、
私達の後から現れた、未然の美しい現象を巻き起こす人々を、皆さんのその虹色の翼で、
貴方だけの飛び方しかしないデザインの翼を広げて、
新たにやって来る方達をかばってあげて下さい。
MINAさんはきっと天国で素敵にメイクしたアノ綺麗な笑顔で、「ああ良かった。私、インフルエンサーでセレブでレジェンドやってて」と喜んでくれるでしょう。
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20261006 21:24 文章を直しました。
20261007 09:13 文章を直しました。
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Today’s post falls under the “Internet Media of 2026” category, but the main text contains some shocking revelations.
If you’re a reader of the Sunday edition, or if you’ve read “Internet Media of 2026” and have already started a new way of life, please do not read this.
In the main text, I, Enamel, share my views on this issue, along with strategies and solutions for dealing with it.
If you absolutely must know what’s in it, please be sure to read it on a sunny morning, accompanied by someone you trust.
If you’re a reader of the Sunday edition, or if you’ve read “Internet Media of 2026” and have already started a new way of life, please do not read this.
In the main text, I, Enamel, share my views on this issue, along with strategies and solutions for dealing with it.
If you absolutely must know what’s in it, please be sure to read it on a sunny morning, accompanied by someone you trust.
On the day the news of MINA’s death broke—since I’m a BTS fan—I read that a very well-known Japanese person within the fandom of another male group under Hybe had made such an extreme choice after settling into a new home in South Korea. As a result, I made significant changes to the August schedule for my humble blog, which had been planned for August 2026.
I also informed Prof. O., who regularly contributes to my blog, and Master A., whom I had asked to make a special appearance, about this change. They responded with a moment of silence and, in quiet voices, said, “Enamel, do whatever you feel is right. You don’t need to worry about anything.”
I believe that this response isn’t limited to just us; many people involved in the fandom, those whose hearts were broken by the news, and those with children or younger siblings are handling the situation in a similar way.
I wasn’t familiar with MINA-san, but since the protagonist of an original story I’ve been writing happens to share the same name, I wondered if there was something I could do personally.
Over the past month, as I’ve been researching and organizing my thoughts—and since I’m just an ordinary internet user—I’d like to share information I’ve never made public before. My hope is that this will help prevent anyone from experiencing such a tragedy in the future and serve as a resource for those who are becoming “Butterfly Effectors” and “Influencers.”
MINA was an ENHYPEN fan—an “ENGENE”—and was reportedly a very dedicated one.
After taking a leave of absence from a highly selective university, she worked at a hostess club to pay her tuition. Thanks to her talent, she achieved the highest sales in the club’s history in just one month, becoming a legend there.
People working in the famous Tokyo cabaret club district where she worked were reportedly very surprised and delighted to see such a shooting star emerge for the first time in a long while.
After she eventually returned to university, MINA—who was already a “celebrity”—faced frequent harassment, making it extremely difficult to maintain her university life; she is a truly hardworking individual who went on to enroll in another, even more challenging university.
In the ordinary society we live in, she was a truly dazzling figure who embodied the very definition of a rags-to-riches story, so it’s no wonder she succeeded as a “celeb-tity.”
In recent years, the term “cabakawa” has emerged, and I suspect MINA’s legendary lifestyle is not entirely unrelated to this trend.
Eventually, MINA used the money she earned herself to pursue her hobby as an “ENGENE,” and—though I’m not sure how to describe it now—she became a well-known figure within the ENHYPEN fandom as a top fan: someone who was not only a “celebrity” to begin with but also a passionate ENGENE. She was reportedly a regular at meet-and-greets designed to bring the group ENHYPEN closer to their ENGENE fans.
At first, MINA was known within the fandom as a high-profile, well-off fan, but she eventually became the target of hate and online abuse.
Since MINA was a talented influencer who managed everything on her own, it was only natural that she quickly became the object of jealousy on the new platform, TikTok.
Ultimately, during a concert, after MINA handed a bouquet to a member (which was likely a special exception allowed only in that fandom or for that specific concert), she was criticized simply for using her smartphone—an incident that escalated into a shocking scandal.
Director Kuro of Sarampi TV, who is extremely well-known in the K-POP community on YouTube, speaks in a “big brother” style on his channel.
He, too, spends his days battling haters, and I first learned about him through a video thumbnail titled, “I fought the haters so much that we became comrades.”
As you know, on YouTube, there are creators who favor elements reminiscent of TV variety shows combined with the structure of news programs, as well as creators who form the core of YouTube’s unique culture by producing content that can only be captured by individuals.
In addition, there are creators who act more like filmmakers, constantly pursuing beauty in their work.
Among them, Sarampi TV is a popular program that features topics with the official feel of a TV show, accompanied by video footage, and a casual, studio-style conversation that feels like a live broadcast connected to a station director.
Since I’ve always loved radio, I find it very approachable.
That’s why I know them as a sort of “big brother” figure to everyone.
Actually, MINA is on such good terms with the station director that she reached out to him, hoping to do something about the relentless hate attacks being repeatedly directed at her by her unrelenting haters. After meeting with the station director, MINA expressed her wish to put an end to this abnormally massive wave of hate attacks. She proposed a TV variety-style format where the station director—who serves as a “big brother” figure to everyone—would ask MINA, “What’s wrong?” and, while listening to her story, allow MINA to convey what she wants to say,
He, too, spends his days battling haters, and I first learned about him through a video thumbnail titled, “I fought the haters so much that we became comrades.”
As you know, on YouTube, there are creators who favor elements reminiscent of TV variety shows combined with the structure of news programs, as well as creators who form the core of YouTube’s unique culture by producing content that can only be captured by individuals.
In addition, there are creators who act more like filmmakers, constantly pursuing beauty in their work.
Among them, Sarampi TV is a popular program that features topics with the official feel of a TV show, accompanied by video footage, and a casual, studio-style conversation that feels like a live broadcast connected to a station director.
Since I’ve always loved radio, I find it very approachable.
That’s why I know them as a sort of “big brother” figure to everyone.
Actually, MINA is on such good terms with the station director that she reached out to him, hoping to do something about the relentless hate attacks being repeatedly directed at her by her unrelenting haters. After meeting with the station director, MINA expressed her wish to put an end to this abnormally massive wave of hate attacks. She proposed a TV variety-style format where the station director—who serves as a “big brother” figure to everyone—would ask MINA, “What’s wrong?” and, while listening to her story, allow MINA to convey what she wants to say,
Even though it was a misunderstanding, a celebrity—who, for some reason, had taken issue with MINA specifically, even though it was an internal matter at ENGENE at the time—publicly criticized her in front of fans around the world, leading to the response, “MINA, please stop doing things like that.”
“The far-fetched arguments” from “MINA's haters,”
“It's completely different,” she told Anti-Paranoids, and
“I simply apologized, explaining that even though I was standing in front of the stage during the concert, using my smartphone was a breach of etiquette as an ENGENE during the concert and a breach of etiquette toward my beloved ENHYPEN members,” she said, clearing up the misunderstanding.
Apparently, the station director and MINA created and uploaded content to YouTube intended to help calm the hate and violence.
Even now, that content remains available—set to “unmonetized” out of goodwill so that views, no matter how many are made in memory of MINA with heavy hearts, do not contribute to the channel owner’s (the Director’s) income—preserving MINA’s final moments for all to see, as she was a personal acquaintance of the Director.
It’s said that after the filming, MINA tearfully thanked the Director and went home. Later, the Director—who remained worried about her even after she returned home—spoke with her over the phone; though there were tears, she reportedly told him she was reassured. Shortly after that, she took her own life.
Therefore, it is wrong to blame that artist or to lump all ENGENE fans together and criticize them simply because you’re in shock over what happened to MINA.
For quite some time, the artists had been communicating their desire to make concerts with ENGENE an even better experience, constantly asking themselves, “What if we tried this?” They wanted to respect how their beloved ENGENE enjoy the shows while fostering a greater sense of unity, wondering, “Can’t we create even more wonderful moments together with ENHYPEN?”
Around that time, another group—CORTIS, who recently released the rapidly rising hit “REDRED”—chose “PUT YOUR PHONE DOWN” as the title of their tour.
So, on that day as well, the ENHYPEN members were reportedly discussing whether it was appropriate for everyone to be holding their smartphones during the concert, while still respecting how ENGENE enjoy the show.
Moreover, MINA reportedly heard about this just a few days prior.
Clearly, MINA’s haters were relentlessly twisting the facts, making a huge fuss, and making baseless accusations, claiming, “Even though you’re an ENGENE, that’s disrespectful to the artists.”
MINA is a public figure who appears on camera for her work; she is a legend and influencer of the “Cabakawa” trend—a new concept of beauty and fashion that originated in Japan—and a famous, high-profile celebrity fan of ENHYPEN.
Based on my experience, it’s reasonable to assume that MINA has been subjected to stalking and hateful harassment in her real life for a long time. She worked hard to pay for her own tuition through her talent, became a legend in the industry where she works, and even took a leave of absence from her studies—which she was taking seriously—all to pursue her hobby as an ENGENE. It was likely an extreme choice she made after being relentlessly attacked by her hooligan-like, hateful, and violent haters, which had driven her to the brink of mental breakdown.
I don’t earn as much money as she did, but I am a “Butterfly Effector”—a term that has long been associated with a certain kind of influence.
Back in the ’90s, every time I updated the website I’d created on the internet, the server of a mid-sized ranking site I was registered with at the time would repeatedly become unreachable.
Apparently, the station director and MINA created and uploaded content to YouTube intended to help calm the hate and violence.
Even now, that content remains available—set to “unmonetized” out of goodwill so that views, no matter how many are made in memory of MINA with heavy hearts, do not contribute to the channel owner’s (the Director’s) income—preserving MINA’s final moments for all to see, as she was a personal acquaintance of the Director.
It’s said that after the filming, MINA tearfully thanked the Director and went home. Later, the Director—who remained worried about her even after she returned home—spoke with her over the phone; though there were tears, she reportedly told him she was reassured. Shortly after that, she took her own life.
Therefore, it is wrong to blame that artist or to lump all ENGENE fans together and criticize them simply because you’re in shock over what happened to MINA.
For quite some time, the artists had been communicating their desire to make concerts with ENGENE an even better experience, constantly asking themselves, “What if we tried this?” They wanted to respect how their beloved ENGENE enjoy the shows while fostering a greater sense of unity, wondering, “Can’t we create even more wonderful moments together with ENHYPEN?”
Around that time, another group—CORTIS, who recently released the rapidly rising hit “REDRED”—chose “PUT YOUR PHONE DOWN” as the title of their tour.
So, on that day as well, the ENHYPEN members were reportedly discussing whether it was appropriate for everyone to be holding their smartphones during the concert, while still respecting how ENGENE enjoy the show.
Moreover, MINA reportedly heard about this just a few days prior.
Clearly, MINA’s haters were relentlessly twisting the facts, making a huge fuss, and making baseless accusations, claiming, “Even though you’re an ENGENE, that’s disrespectful to the artists.”
MINA is a public figure who appears on camera for her work; she is a legend and influencer of the “Cabakawa” trend—a new concept of beauty and fashion that originated in Japan—and a famous, high-profile celebrity fan of ENHYPEN.
Based on my experience, it’s reasonable to assume that MINA has been subjected to stalking and hateful harassment in her real life for a long time. She worked hard to pay for her own tuition through her talent, became a legend in the industry where she works, and even took a leave of absence from her studies—which she was taking seriously—all to pursue her hobby as an ENGENE. It was likely an extreme choice she made after being relentlessly attacked by her hooligan-like, hateful, and violent haters, which had driven her to the brink of mental breakdown.
I don’t earn as much money as she did, but I am a “Butterfly Effector”—a term that has long been associated with a certain kind of influence.
Back in the ’90s, every time I updated the website I’d created on the internet, the server of a mid-sized ranking site I was registered with at the time would repeatedly become unreachable.
Even after updating the provider’s server space where my site is hosted (the place where I rent space for my website), the site kept going down—displaying a “Not Found” error message (an error that occurs when the site is temporarily unavailable due to a surge in traffic) and showing a “Page Not Found” message even though the site actually existed. The hosting provider’s server kept going down. Worried that I was causing trouble, I moved my site to a different provider—both the ranking site and the site I was running at the time—but both in real life and online, I was constantly being followed, with people always watching what I was going to buy next or what I was going to choose next.
Ultimately, decades ago, I quietly continued shopping online with a specific company, sort of assuming that as long as it was their data, it would be fine. Even now, no matter how much people say or hint at things in real life, I go about my daily life with a look that says, “The internet? “Who even does that?” I go about my life with that look on my face.
I’ve been relentlessly pursued in real life, constantly outmaneuvered, and even followed around while traveling by a site administrator whose real name no one knows—and although I’m not as beautiful as she is in real life, I’ve been a victim of stalking for over 10 years. In my case, it’s been multiple perpetrators over the same period.
And this is what happens even when I’m just living a quiet, law-abiding life.
Ultimately, decades ago, I quietly continued shopping online with a specific company, sort of assuming that as long as it was their data, it would be fine. Even now, no matter how much people say or hint at things in real life, I go about my daily life with a look that says, “The internet? “Who even does that?” I go about my life with that look on my face.
I’ve been relentlessly pursued in real life, constantly outmaneuvered, and even followed around while traveling by a site administrator whose real name no one knows—and although I’m not as beautiful as she is in real life, I’ve been a victim of stalking for over 10 years. In my case, it’s been multiple perpetrators over the same period.
And this is what happens even when I’m just living a quiet, law-abiding life.
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By the way, don’t you think the term “stalker” sounds a bit too mild?
“Stalking” is defined as “merely” persistently following someone around.
That makes it sound like they’re just walking behind you, doesn’t it?
But when this is carried out by a complete stranger for several years to a decade, you can really grasp how bizarre and obsessive it is, right?
But the actual harm goes beyond just being followed. They’ll wait for the right moment—when you’re in the street, a store, or a restroom stall—and then quietly follow you in, suddenly showering you with insults that specifically target you; in a crowd, they’ll deliberately bump into you or brush past you at the last second to make you feel in danger; they’ll suddenly rush toward you (almost running) and take pleasure in seeing you jump back in surprise;
rummaging through flammable trash left out at homes or in rooms and taking it home; continuously monitoring a person’s movements for years or even over a decade; figuring out where they go based on receipts discarded while out and waiting there in advance to show up dressed exactly like the victim;
suddenly speaking loudly in a conversation that includes my online handle to let me know they’re there; or blending in among my acquaintances during a conversation and, while maintaining a calm expression, suddenly interjecting with terrible verbal abuse—these are extremely bizarre, highly paranoid, and disturbing acts of harassment that are far outside the bounds of normal values.
This harassment continues in cycles of about 10 years.
Once, in front of the building where I was renewing my driver’s license, two very large men suddenly handed me a disposable camera and took my picture.
These are just some of the incidents I’ve written about from time to time over the years—moments when I’ve felt my life was in danger.
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Back then, it was believed that only women of unparalleled beauty were targeted by this pathological sexual obsession known as “stalking,” so I was unable to speak out publicly for a long time.
I don’t think this can be called “stalking” anymore.
Terms like “hate-motivated assault” or “assault driven by pathological sexual obsession” more accurately convey the sheer depravity of this behavior.
I have always believed that I am posting content online on my own initiative and at my own risk.
I’ve always thought, “No one asked me to do this; I’m doing it because I want to and because I chose to.”
That’s why, even when I began experiencing harm both in real life and online—and even as my personal online presence began to gain a fair amount of recognition at the time—I dealt with the situation by sorting out whether the quiet online recognition was a positive influence or a source of harm, all without telling anyone.
And so, up until now in 2026, I have managed to survive while living in mainstream society.
Online personal posts require real-life follow-up.
If you show your face, you’ll need to take measures in real life on the level of Secom.
If you hide your face and don’t give your name, you’ll still need to take thorough measures that no one will understand.
This is a world-first revelation.
If you plan to continue with “Butterfly Effector” from here on out—while working as an influencer—and secretly visit stores where sales haven’t been going well without telling your corporate contacts, bowing your head in apology, or using the hard-earned money you’ve made to buy large quantities of those products and keep them hidden in your closet— Next Page(Scheduled for release on October 8, 2026)Please take care of all of these matters.
If you hide your face and don’t give your name, you’ll still need to take thorough measures that no one will understand.
This is a world-first revelation.
If you plan to continue with “Butterfly Effector” from here on out—while working as an influencer—and secretly visit stores where sales haven’t been going well without telling your corporate contacts, bowing your head in apology, or using the hard-earned money you’ve made to buy large quantities of those products and keep them hidden in your closet— Next Page(Scheduled for release on October 8, 2026)Please take care of all of these matters.
And now, all of you will launch a new economy, a new market, and a genre no one has ever seen before;
you’ll pop the champagne cork with a light pop, pour it into flutes,
hold up a world that is entirely new to eye level to celebrate it,
and with your rainbow-colored wings—
wings designed to fly in a way that is uniquely yours—
please spread them wide to protect those who come after us,
those who will bring about beautiful phenomena yet to unfold.
I’m sure MINA will be in heaven, wearing that beautiful smile with her perfect makeup, and say happily, “I’m so glad. I was an influencer, a celebrity, and a legend.”
October 6, 2026 Enamel
you’ll pop the champagne cork with a light pop, pour it into flutes,
hold up a world that is entirely new to eye level to celebrate it,
and with your rainbow-colored wings—
wings designed to fly in a way that is uniquely yours—
please spread them wide to protect those who come after us,
those who will bring about beautiful phenomena yet to unfold.
I’m sure MINA will be in heaven, wearing that beautiful smile with her perfect makeup, and say happily, “I’m so glad. I was an influencer, a celebrity, and a legend.”
October 6, 2026 Enamel
